You know that moment when suddenly something seems to click into place in life? I didnt think much about it until just now.
Its not that I haven't thought about how the meaning of life or of what maters most would hit me, I have. I somehow always expected it to be quite undramatic...as in I didnt exepect it to hit me one brilliant moment on a holiday when I gazed at splendid mountains and valleys. I, in fact expected it to dawn on me one mundane tuesday morning as I sipped my tea in my living room. And I guess I havent been too wrong. An average saturday night at home on my laptop isnt too far off.
Yet, obviously its not in an instant that you realise anything. And there probably are no real a-ha moments after all. Its just that suddenly, something seems to make sense to you a lot more than before. Or maybe you find the confidence to believe that you can make sense of it after all, even if not now.
